Sooooo tired.
The problem with whoever's heating system/hot water system is causing all the fucking noise is STILL NOT FUCKING FIXED.
As a result I hate everyone who is in anyway connected with it. Fucking fuckers.
Caffeine fumes are the only thing sustaining me at this point. Okay, okay, maybe partying with my mates at the weekend wasn't the best plan ever when I'm not getting enough sleep but to be honest, if I'm not getting enough sleep at least I should at least get to enjoy the reason that I'm not getting enough sleep. Anyone want to object ? Please only apply if you have a death wish.
And no, I don't care if the "not enough sleep sentence" makes any sense or not.
And it's not just how little sleep I am getting that's pissing me off. I am become one very pissy, cranky bitch. Now don't get me wrong, there is not one damn thing wrong with being a bitch. I do it very well on occasion. Like when I'm breathing. But having your inner bitch run riot and get out of your control is not a good thing. I like to be in full control of bitchiness, it should always be deployed with style and grace. And you should always be fully aware of said deployment so you can enjoy the aftermath. That's what makes it fun.
It should also be directed appropriately. This is the point I am failing on at the moment. I am taking shit out on my boyfriend. This is not good. The sucky situation is not his fault, there is nothing he can do about it. Everything that can be done is being done. Admittedly it's being done by me, but that's 'cause I have the time and flexibility to be at home when plumbers, heating engineers and official types come calling. I don't think it's getting to him as much as me, he seems to be able to sleep through or get back to sleep after but boyfriend is undoubtedly not the situations biggest fan so why I am making it worse for him ? I have no reasonable answer to that nor do I seem to be able to stop.
I need to get over the out of control bitch thing.
They need to fix the stupid system.
Tuesday, 2 October 2007
Tired Of It
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4 comments:
Oh sweetie, this sounds so horrible, I can't imagine having continual stresses and lack of sleep like you've had!!!!!
Give me the bastards involved, phone numbers, and I shall sent my battalion of flying samaurai scorpions through the phone at them....see if that doesn't get their asses in gear!!!!!!
Seriously hun, I hope this gets A LOT better for you soon and that you get the rest you need!
xx
Ooooh ! Flying samurai scorpions !!! I like it. Hmm, I should get an unusual army of my own. I'll let you know when I think of something appropriate.
Better living through chemistry.
Why doesn't anyone believe me?
Ooo! That flying samaurai scorpion things sounds good too, though.
Better living through chemistry ?
Details please. At this point I'll take anything. Well, maybe not anything, a girl has got to have limits.
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