A Thing . . . . Possibly Part One

Right now, I am having my moment.

I did the celebrations the way you are supposed to for family and friends. So it wasn't mine.

But right now, here and where ever, is mine. I am sitting in a room, the only light coming from this screen, and here and now, on my own, is where it is real to me.

I've been told that I was the only one in any doubt, but surely convincing ourselves is the hardest, and most important, part ? I'm not saying that I now believe that I'm . . . I don't even know what to put there.

But whatever the feeling is, I'm enjoying it right now. And I don't want to wake people, so.

Right here, right now, I feel like I deserved my first class honours.

It won't last. Never does.